im backkkkkk ;)

it's been awhileeeee.

anyways.

a lot has happened in the past months. good & bad. i'm almost done with my senior year 22 days.. or something like that ;) I really have been focusing on me lately. I let a guy take over my life, and now that it's done I see how foolish I was. ohwell you live & you learn right?? welllll. my plan for college was to go to UNO but now i'm thinking about going to hair & cosmetology school. Your probably thinkin wtf jazz why?! but it's something i enjoy doing! and if i want to stackk more $$$ i will go to a university laterr in life.

basically im single as a dolla! lol & im trying my best to enjoy life to the fullest. :)

hmph.

it's been a minuteeee.

lookin' back at these oldd posts make me sickkk.

i have grown so much as a person in these pasts months! - i am truly proud of myself.

i'll be updating more for sureeee.

bytheway.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Geez

Sooo damn! It's been a minute; what has happened since my last postt.

I got a new iPhone and iloveeeit!

School has started 2 weeks ago. I'm taking AP classes so it's a lil harder this yearr.

I go to the career center everyday and I'm training to become a CNA so I can have a decent job during college.

Ummmm i'm still workin my ass off after school.

I'm singleee now cus I KNOW I deserve the best and I guess I'll just have to wait till he comesss.

And well that's about it ;)

I love him.

:) I reallyyyyyyyy DO!

update timeee :)

Okay, well hmm. Where 2 start? Lol. I haven't been up too much lately basically workin' and tryna pick up extra shifts cuz I'm addicted to $$$ and the finer thinqs n lifee. Speakinq of finer thinqs, I need a opinion. - what would you do if you had a boyfriend 4 3 yearss! And he never really takes you out and pays 4 everything. I mean countless times almost everytime I pay his and my way. Is it wrong to want to b able to go to a movie and dinner and not have to pay more then iono, once a year! I'm just sooo fed up with it like sometimes I feel like a fucking "joke". But on a serious note I'm spacing myself from him. All he does is lie and says he got me this and that but yet I haven't seen shit. I mean come on now u got a fancy truck ok? But what else do you have to show besides that? I mean seriously dudes out here need to qrow the fuck up qoinq on 20 but still on some hiqhschool ishh. Uqqqh.

Anywaysssss. My bday is next thursday august 6th:) I'm thinkin about buyinq myself a new blackberry 4 my lil bday qift. (Oh and I don't expect shit 4rm him) All my fam are gonna qo to a japanese steak house :) and later that night I'm qonna partayy lmao (dorky)

Well that's about it. School starts august 18th! Mannn the summer FLEW. SENIOR 2010! Lol I'm outttt.

i like him...

But I love him.

Man Oh man I'm confusedd. :/

so i went.

To look at cars today. Seen an eclipse and an 06 impala. Only thing that caught my attention :)

Goin' back friday to check um' out sincee they were closed on SUNDAY.