laptop.

I miss my computerr! My mom gave it to my older brother so its killing me to check everything on my blackberry :(


But I'm getting a pink laptop:)

After I get my black chevy cobalt woot woot! Lol.

IM MOVING TOMMOROW! Super excited. Plus I won't have to move muchh since I have work 4 til 10. I def. Need to pick up a second job 2 days a week aint cuttin it. I'm an expensive girl! I need my $$$.

NEways.
Going to bed once my bf drops off my keys.

Laters!

my lil punk. <3

Seems like every post has been about my boyfriendd. That's all I spend time with though especially this last week...

I'm trying SUPER HARD to really 100% trust his ass though. Its really hard but were BOTH trying are best.

Last evening we got into a lil argument over some stupid thing he did. And he came over n was like "get up' n get dressed" he took me downtownn. And sat by the water and watched the colorful fountain.
Lol the water stunkkkk. Ha. It was pissin us off so we back home, then decided we wanted some tacos ha from tacobell. We ate it in his truck then went back to my place. And "went to my bed" lol around 12;30 he was like ima put u to sleep then leavee. Since my parents won't let him stay the nite knowmore. Well we both crasheddd until he woke up at 4:30 and was like ohshit! Lmao. I told him to take my keys n lock my door since I was so tiredd.

Point of my story is - lol it's soo nicee that he doesn't fight with me anymore, he tries to BETTER the situation :) and about 3 weeks ago I thought I would never see the fucking day!

Well I love my babee :) and I can't wait to see him tommorow when he picks me up to take me to work.<3

2 YEARS -- 4 MONTHS & COUNTING...

And they said I wouldn't make it he's a player-he'll leave you. Haaaa I MUST BE DOING SOMETHING RIGHT :)

I don't let shitt phase me &i gave him a dose of his own medicine . . .

Love you punkkk.

hmmm... my baby.

Knows how to lay it down ! :)

Just to mention it. Lmao.

hmm.

Bored. And sleepy. And I miss my god damn boyfriend even though I just seen him this morning :)

Ehh. NOTHING TO DO.
I'm gonna go take a nap. By myself. :(

:/

Not in a good mood right now. Just really fed up!

Just got off work & I don't feel like doing shittt. Except relax.

This friday sucks hopefully one day someone can make my days better . . .

back & forth . . . back & forth

That's all I have to say . . .

You should know who and what I'm talking about.

--may18th. tiredddd.

i have to get used to this schedule again. i'm used to school-home-nap-chill.

now it's school-home-change-work-sleep.

it's coo though.

today was good. i'm maddd tired though. just got home not too long ago.

i'm gonna head to the shower n hit the sheets. FINALS! tommorow.

i love sundays.

Woke up early today, and went back to bed 4 a nap. And then woke up to my babe jumping on me -- scared the shit outta me :)

Anywhoo. All day I just relaxedddd. I looveee being LAZY! Lol. Well starting monday its the last week of school, woot woot! AND I start work tommorow again. My summer is going just as planned.

Moving the 29th ;) and getting my car the 15th:)

And 4 once I feel happy with my baby. Well I hope this lastss.

I'm headingg to bed I got a longg day ahead of me since I'm working again.

Goodnite.

woot* woot* !

Got a JOB! finally hecks yeah lmfao. you dont understand how happy i am right now. the day went to okayy. to FUCKING FANTASTIC!!! i'm bout to be paidddd again! for the summer too! && i'm bout to get me wheels & im moving! damnnn. this summer is going to be GREAT. :) :) :) :)

sooo last nite.

Went to applebees. And did have to pay for the tab... Say whaaaat?! Lmfao. Its SO SAD seriously. 2 years and dat was seriously the first. It pisses me off thinking about it! I'll get who I deserve one day though I know it :) and everything will be smoooth and perfect.

I guess I'm going to the zoo today. Yayyy. NOT. Idk why but he's getting so old. Not the same anymore and so not worth it. He says he changin or trying but hmm. That shouldve happened a longg time ago ya know? Cus if it was anyone elsee he wouldve. IDK I'm so tired of being takin advantage of though. SERIOUSLY. I'm better than that, but for the meanwhile, ill deal with it I guess.

Well later.

it's earlyy

BUT I had to sayyyy.

I have a new "friend" lol.

And boyyyy is he a CUTIE :)

Something new? Something real?

I believe I deserve it. Especially when you weren't appreciated....

I'm late for school, soo I g2g

laterrrr!

uggh.

Today, sucksssssss! I'm sick and feel like shit... The weather today is humid, rainy and gloomy. School is boring it just needs to be overr with already. Uggggh. Well, I've seen better days. Hopefully tomorrow will be better, my cold included.

:(

Goodnite.

mothers day : /

Lastt nite sucked! I don't even want to explainn it. I'm done with fucking drama just know that! Uggh.

Today was ok. Stayed home n just slept all day, it was GREAT I really think I needed it.

Now, I feel kinda sick :( which is bad bad bad cus' I don't need to miss any school on these last daysss. 2 more weeks of it!

Then I'm moving on the 29th excitingggg!

Well, anyways. I think ima hit the sack.

G'niteee.

♥

Sitting at home bored thinking... like geesh. i been talkin' to my boyfriend for 2 years & 3 months! It's crazyyyyy. & GOD it has not been easy. off & on & off & on is how we do it :] But i truly love that asshole lol. Like, seriously though. I need to stop talking to this pointless ass dudes cus I know he aint gonna go knowhere for a longgggg time. I'm gonna try to make this summer a good one cus we had some ruff times. (TRUST ME). I love all the memories we have good and bad & how much we changed over the years. & how we took our lil' breakup breaks and ALWAYS end up back with eachother. Cus if were gonna put up with someone else's shit y not it be eachothers. right? ha. hopefully we have many more years to share . . .

Anyways. this is dedicated to JARED. my crazy/goofy/annoying/jealous/&LOVING. boyfriend.



LOVE YOU BABE.

liar liar . . .

Uggh. I'm sick of him. Seriously, I'm done. I have never in my LIFE met someone who lies sooo much. It's nerve rackin'.

Hopefully he'll stop calling/texting me.

Anyways. Enough of him (uggh)

I'm about too leave with my aunt n Brooklyn :)

Laterrr.